What should i do when my ex is confusing me like crazy?

Ok, my ex and i we had been going out for a little bit over a year, and on our anniversary i had given her a heart necklace. Now a few days after that, we had ended it. She had told me that she never loved me, that she never wanted to see me in person, or that she never wanted to go out with me ever again. Now last week, she had started to text me again. I had asked her why she started to text me, she had told me because she just wanted to talk to me. So she and i we started talking, i had asked her if she still had the necklace i gave her, she said she did. I had asked her if she still wore it, she said she never took it off. I had asked her one final question, and that was if she had moved on, she had told me that she couldn't move on, and that she did not know why. I had asked her about a guy who she had an interest in before i had left back for college. She had told me that they were not together, i had asked her why, i mean she had seemed happier than when she was with me, i mean she got to see him more than me. Well she had said that she didn't. Well after that she ceased to text me, until i had come home which was yesterday. She had wanted to know if we could meet up, have some coffee and catch up on things. I had said that i would love to meet her and catch up on stuff. Now my main question is, what should i do? I mean i still have feelings for her, but she is just confusing me, i feel like i am trapped at a crossroads, one way i have her, the other i have the road to move on with my life. Now i am still really confused about my next move, can someone please help me?

Will I always be picked on for my appearance, even when I have a job?

I have always been bullied for how ugly I am, I honestly don't think I can go on with life if its always going to be the same, like when im older, more mature, have a good job, will I still get snide remarks about my nose size, ugliness, height issues etc? Im so depressed at the moment and have considered suicide. I am a 17 year old girl who really just wants acceptance. I have never had a boyfriend, everyone is so immature at my age. Particularly the boys. Like say im walking to lesson I will get "Oh shes minging" etc. If life is like this my entire life I really don't want to continue. I am extremely insecure, low self esteem, low confidence and absolutely hate myself. I just wish people would mature. Anyway I would really like to know whether when I become and adult will people still pick up on my appearance? Will I ever be accepted for who I am? I just don't want to be sat at work with work colleagues talking about how ugly I am, honestly can't take anymore.

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Cool drum pieces? ?

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